| Soooo Chris needed a new update.. agreed? So I personally thought I'd take that process into my own hands. Hes doing good.. I think? IDK he gets to talk to a cool kid like me on a daily basis so I'm pretty sure thats what you would consider good! I dont really know what to put here... buttt I told him I was going to make him an update and I cant back down off that now can I!? Didnt think so.. So yeah.. hopefully he will actually update for himself so I dont have to sound like a lame-o on here and do it for him. :p. Alrightyyy <33 Brianne |
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| No one uses XANGA anymore. Cha well...I will. So life has been upward since my little dillemma. I just had alot of things I had to get solved. Goodbyes to say...hello's to start. I'm back though. Sorry about being all sad..but please trust me..I had damn good reason. Nun'ya bisness what that was...it was bad though. *I still feel ya, kid*
But yo..I just wrapped up another keezie show last night. If you ain't hip to it yet..go to Brokenfort.Com and cop dat shit! It actually goes live, but you can download it weekly in case you suck and can't listen live. SOOO..I'm taking a longer notice than I thought from the army. I'm not sure about it now...Since I'm drug free..I can kinda get a better job anyways...so I may as well just get a nice paying job with nice outlook and hope for the best...then again...if it don't work out...it's all good, cause i can always go whenever I'm ready. The paperwork's done..I'm just not.
I just ate chicken....and have come to the conclusion...DAMN I hate chicken. I don't eat red meat anymore..so my meat tastes are slowly dwindling down...vegitarianism here I come. I'm working on quitting ciggarettes...so support would help!! Er...other than that...no news. LATER FOLKS!
-SLY- |
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| Mistakes can not be mended.
Dreams can not be rebuilt.
Relationships can not be saved.
Friendships can not return.
Tears can not be forgotten.
Laughter can not emerge.
Sins can not be forgiven.
Life can not get any worse.
Decisions can not be taken back.
Failure can not be undone.
I wish I could just go back.
But I can't.......
I'll always have myself. I can finally feel the pain I've put others through. My mistakes lead to my own demise.
In the end....I'm alone. |
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| NEW PIC...DAMN THATS FRESH!
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I'm finally posting on xanga again. So wow... I wish someone would shoot me since life seems so unreal right now. Co-Effusion was put on a short hault due to the fact that Dairic was moving, but we're back on it and workin again. I've been outrageously depressed lately...not because of any particular reason..just regret in some fields. It doesn't really matter which...but shit. I'm trying to live day by day and just forget about the past...work on the future. It's so shitty though. Ufck it.
I met my brothers for the first time ever. Yep..One is four and one is eight. I went down to Mississippi and got to meet them for the first time. I always wanted a little brother..so to have two...thats pretty awesome. I also got to talk to my dad. Yep..my FATHER. We went up to the prison and got to se him for an hour. He talked about his drug fallout, how he wants the best for us. But then..he said this one line...one that hit me. "You can't look back on your life with regret. Whatever you do..don't regret anything." My question is....if you have regret....is it good enough to live with it and forget?.....or should you mend past mistakes? For example, although I regret not seeing my brothers...I can't change that. Am I to try and go back, to change what has already happened....or live with it and continue onto another day? All this thinking is hurting my head.
For now..I will resign my ranting...but soon you'll hear from me again. And sorry if i don't answer when one of you calls...my phone is dead 89% of the time. Peash.
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